What "Daughters" means to me
April 22, 2009 was not only the day my daughter was born, it's was the day I was reborn. I was 22 years old and I knew that every day of my life was just preparing me for for that one. In one day I learned that I'm not living for myself anymore, I'm living for te most gorgeous thing in the world, I'm living for my daughter Sarah. Listening to nas's new song "Daughters" put me in a transe. I relived every moment I've had with my daughter, from her first steps to first words. I remembered the felling I had when she said "dada" for the first time, I realized that heaven was home with my daughter, and that noting on earth would make me happier than being with my baby girl. Its crazy how Nas has took every emotion I've ever felt for my daughter and wrote it down in one song. I'm not usually so open with my emotions or willing to admit that I've cried but sometimes you just have to let go. I've cried many times over my baby girl, i haven't seen her in almost 2 months since me and her mother split. They moved to Chicago to live with my ex-mother-in-law. I've been grinding day and night to save money so I can get an apartment out there and have my baby with me for the weekends. Then I'll be in heaven again for 2 days of the week. Thanks for listening people.